Story

I need your help.

Genuinely & honestly. Please. My baby is sick & he needs his momma.

If you have some time, this is our lives & my story.

In 2018 at a routine Doctor’s appointment I was diagnosed with cervical cancer. I was 35.  Prior to that appointment, I was selling cars for General motors. I have 2 boys & at this time were 11 & 12. We Had a home that we lived in for 7 years, i Drove a nice vehicle that I payed for & i even had a motorcycle. We had a dog, some fish and a happy life. We went to sports practices, both boys too break dancing classes 2× a week and we loved to go walking on adventures on sundays. I went on FMLA  medical leave following surgery and was on bed rest for 6 weeks. 2 weeks post surgery My father, the only person in the world I had died in my arms from cancer.  L liver cancer, that I didn’t know He was battling.  I made the choice voluntarily to let my 2 children go stay with their father temporarily while I took care of myself physically from surgery and mentally with what seemed like some kind of shock. I went into a mental health facility on my own to get help for i was unbelievably sad and felt so lost. I was there just over 2 weeks and when I arrived home, it was silent. For the first time ever in 13 years, there was complete silence.  Alot of thier things were with them at thier dads & thier rooms seemed lifeless. I dont think i moved from my bed for over 2 months. I wieghed 91 lbs. I was absolutely empty without the children.   their laughter absent.  I didn’t realize how much they honestly  gave me a purpose.

 I became debilitatingly depressed.  And hopeless and it went on hill from there. 1 year later on a Monday evening. I was the victim of violent home invasion. a man had broken through a window and tried to kill me. this was the home that my door was never locked and everybody was always welcome. I could no longer stay in the home. I was afraid of everything, the dark, The windows. Frozen in fear. waiting,  anticipating the time somebody was gonna come in and hurt me. The housing market was horribly difficult at the time and following COVID.  It was really hard to find a home at all, let alone a safe one. I just needed a place Where me and my boys could be and they could come home.  I stayed in hotels bouncing around for about 6 months and eventually ran out of my savings and more time where I was missing them.

My goal, plan if you will Was always to bring my boy’s home. It was just temporary. I just kept going down and hit with one thing after another. I lost all of our stuff in storage, i was out of money, had severe complex ptsd and alone in the world.  The vehicle that I ended up living in at a parking lot of Walmart ended up breaking down.

I am now completely homeless. I can hardly even grasp the fact. Not too long ago, My youngest son konnor said to me “mom, When are you coming?” “I thought this was Temporary? ”   my heart shattered thst gery moment. Because that’s all I’ve been trying to do is get back to them. There is not a single day that goes by I don’t cry.

In October, with no warning,  Konnor was diagnosed with group 3 metastatic medullomablastoma.   The most aggressive form of brain cancer There is, in the group with the worst prognosis. The very last thing I could possibly loose. All that I had left was my children.

I am out of time.

I don’t have any family and I am lost.  I am really genuinely a really, really good, mom.

I just want to bring my baby home and watch him sleep.  for as long as I have left.  I wanna to lay with him while he is sick and be still? I just be there with him. I can’t let him down. I need to bring him back home. I do have a job. I was recently hired for a really good job with ups but by the time everything gets settled and I find somewhere to Stay and I have enough Money Saved from my paychecks. It will potentially be to late.

I’m trying to raise this money. And I’m asking for your help so that I can find a home for us. Nothing fancy just safe so that I can get him/ them,  My boys back home as soon as possible. Please, please help me.