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Hello my. Name is April I am at 38 year old single mom I live near Beavercreek high school and recently had been bartending entering mixologist certificates because I had 3° doing it. It was good money but then my dad got sick about five years ago total I started taking time off, which was cool cause I could spend more time with my son. They wanted to keep my dad full-time. He became a paraplegic due to his diabetes right after pandemic that caused me to be home 24 seven I thought that we would get more help with doctors nurses anyone actually dabbing paralyzed and having colostomy bag to me bag as well a urine bag not that his sugar levels ran on an all-time high 24/7 from the beginning when I was young now he began to smoke a lot of weed and I don’t know he wouldn’t want to take his insulin so checking every 3 hours for that and struggling begging someone to want to stay alive got very depressing at some point and I had to get him other help in order to try to get me and my son float and what I used to be was financially stable that hasn’t been successful I put an applications from home everywhere from here to almost a state border and work online I put resumes she can only do so much from home we went from three cars to none woke up on Christmas day she even Paula just inflams damaging her home and that led to bring the Saturn had to junk that as well I just haven’t honestly I guess we say bounce back from this when you’re going to your kitchen to just typically you know cook a meal me and my son were a package deal we’re always together and the moment you realize that there’s actually nothing to make for him that is when not just people with a reality is it hit a whole other level amazed I’m capable of smiling and keep pushing I keep praying very hard for someone that wants to work and do so much with everything to feel so confined and trapped it’s a new way of losing your sanity and coming back I don’t know about you but it’s tough right now I am late on my rent my landlord erase it at an additional $300 this month to do that enough which is I don’t know to me knowing a single mom is struggling is a way of saying get out yet won’t say it it doesn’t make sense for not feeling like you’re at home after living somewhere for 10 years that’s another is one of the most not even heartfelt pain it literally aches some days to feel so helpless so now obviously my rent is late we need internet everyone knows internet makes a road go around well I have a 15 year old son we have been without internet now for literally a month first I was using this little T-Mobile project thing you know for some free Wi-Fi obviously that doesn’t last long so that’s roughly $200 my electric is now three 290 to be exact I did call around and some help I actually spoke and met with some nice ladies I still didn’t so $300 is due last month for that and not to mention my rent is obviously late now and this is only happens once or twice living here 10 years my dryer and I have two of them they’re both broken down and I’m simply just seeking any assistance I need help at this point with rent my utilities I just recently will be getting food stamps but just keeping food here we’re not toilet paper Necessities I’ve never been like this and I don’t know what else to do we don’t have anywhere to go like family or friends just move in with When I close my bar down I was like friends everyone left so as much as I’m trying to better the future make good choices simply don’t understand why or how it begins so hard and lonely my contact info I greatly appreciate anything Christmas is coming up my son would appreciate it more I don’t speak anything for myself just my kid have a blessed day