Story

I’m a mother of two boys, 5 & 18. We recently moved across country and bought a house due to a good job offer. We left all our friends and family behind over 2,000 miles away.. Things have been GREAT! That is up until a little over a month ago I started having seizures again, haven’t had them for years and thought they were a thing of the past. Nope they are back and in full force. Unfortunately they were causing me to spend alot of time home and in the hospital I ended up being let go from my job. This couldn’t have come at a worse time.. we have nothing left saved currently, I’m obviously the main provider for the family and with my health right now fonding another job before my bills are due and Christmas just isn’t going to happen.. I feel so embarrassed to be asking anyone for anything but I have a home a car, utilities 2 boys to raise, feed, clothe.. and the thought of not being able to give them the Christmas they deserve that I normally can makes me feel like i’ve completely failed as their mom. I bought a new suv last year ( my dream vehicle ) and i’ve made up my mind thats i’m going to sell that and go back to something smaller.. maybe one day i’ll have another but right now my families most important…

if anyone could help me in anyway possible, even if it’s just for advice on what to do or saying something kind. not having any family or friends around is hard.