Story

1. I’m not the one to ask for handouts or any kind of help. I’m a man , I suppose to support my family (which i do the best i can in this economy), right? We all go through struggles and never ending debt. We’ll for me and my family it seems to never end. Me and my wife have been married 16 years but together a total of 20 years. We have are ups and down like any couple but the past 5 years have been hard especially with bills. We get ahead then something always happens where we struggle week to week. There’s only some many times you can get a loan to move money around where you can survive. I wanna know what it feels like to wake up, go to work and not have to worry about do I have enough this week to buy a bottle of water or a snack. Do I have enough gas to get to work. I just want to be able to see light at the end of the tunnel. I feel like I’m being punished for something I didn’t do. I help people when I can because sometime I have that extra to provide, that I feel like I need to do that makes me feel better through my struggles. One day I dream of hitting the lottery to wake up around a beautiful home with wrap around porch with lake in front and not a neighbor in sight. But again those are dreams. But for me now in my life I just want to have my normal breathing back. Not to be rich but to say, hey let’s go out to eat. Let’s take that vacation. Let’s let the kids play sports. Which I have 2 wonderful girls. Havyn and Natalie. This is a long shot and feel like I’m at the end of my ropes on trying but if anyone can make this happen for me. It would be more than wonderful. I’m not asking to be rich , I’m asking to breath again and be happy with the family and not struggle anymore. Thank you so much for letting me express my issues.