Story

I’m not sure where to start but it is not a thing that I am really looking forward to telling. But if you were to ask me what my life was like 3 years ago, I would have made everyone happy with how outstanding it was.  Sadly today is a big difference and I am not sure how to even think about it or what to do. It has been the most difficult time of my life but only because I have been doing everything possible to help out people. I have been trying to make sure that everyone who has been struggling is well fed and doesn’t want for anything. And I have been this for about 3 years now. I’ve never seen such bad things like this before and it has left me with nothing but problems and bills that I am not able to pay.  I have lost my income and everyone that I have been helping with everything that I could is not around and has left me to deal with this situation on my own. I now have a cat that is needing to be spayed,, internet bill that is about to be shut off which is going to hurting my chances of getting employment, my rent has been building up and im not sure about what to do about the fear that I am going to be starving for not being able to see the awfulness of others and for the most not ever considered myself in any way to make sure I have enough to take care of myself but I don’t.