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I’m looking to meet many needs and have a new beginning for myself and my adult children away from my narcissistic abusive husband. It’s been a difficult situation that I’ve been waking up to the last 4 years. The local women’s crisis center couldn’t help me because of my mold and chemical sensitivities, 2 adult children, and pets I care for including an almost 18 year old dog. We are finally in our safest home and location for 2 years as far as mold and chemicals, something that is very difficult here in Southeast Texas. Little by little as able I’ve been building a fund for 2-3 years but I’m only at about $300, soon to be $400, not counting the family emergency fund. We have many upcoming medical, dental, and vision needs plus needs that have been put of for many years. I just want peace and sanity. Even my little bit of outside time hasn’t happened as much the last 2 months with increased health issues and mosquitoes and it’s very distressing. Once we are situated I would love to help those I’ve had on my heart and mind in their own challenging situations. I have a debt with a settlement company in my name for a credit card from 2017-2019, mostly for expenses due to Hurricane Harvey then a 4 month stay at a hotel with the triplets when I pulled us out of a horrendous mold situation. I believe to settle out it will be another $3,000 in addition to what’s already been saved into an account with them. I’ve not had an income since 2000, and only 6.5 years at that. I’ve been homebound for a year and a half due to a moldy vehicle and only used it for 5 or 10 minutes a couple of times the year or two prior, and got rentals for out of town dental visits before that. I’m looking for freedom and peace. A clean vehicle and home would be amazing so I can breathe freely with minimal health issues and get everything accomplished that’s been put off for so long. I need at least as much land as this block we’re on to avoid others’ laundry product and more. I would love a country location with a couple of acres. I want more land, more stars, more critters, less lights, less traffic. We have a loan that may still be upward of $30,000 to pay off. We have unpaid medical debt. We had to sell our moldy home as is full disclosure the end of 2018. My husband was just gifted a vehicle that thankfully I’m allowed to use and I finally drove after over a year and a half and went to the nurse practitioner. I need my own clean, safe, reliable vehicle. I’ve always wanted a mid-size SUV like the rentals. We have been in rental apartments, duplexes, and now a house since the end of 2018. I don’t know what all can be provided through here but anything helps build toward my dream. I deserve peace and sanity after nearly 29 years, with the last 4-8 years seeming the worst, especially the last 4, and more so the last 2 years because not only is my husband more abusive (I nearly called the police a couple of days ago and may do so next time but, again, I have NOWHERE SAFE to go. I have only online friends in other states and countries, and one real life friend about an hour away now, and my other daughter is with her grandparents, and my mom and sisters are several hours away and can’t take me in, nor my children and pets.), but my adult daughter has major contamination OCD, mostly courtesy of her abusive father, and she’s been abusing me as well. They often sleep deprive me and I suffer with my medical conditions even more. I saw my nurse practitioner today for the 2nd time this year and will be getting labs and an EKG in the morning. I’m just so weary and don’t know what to do but reach out everywhere I can, usually more subtly on social media by adding a purple heart, a butterfly, and my CashApp, but rarely does someone notice. A few know behind the scenes through private messages for prayers but there’s been no real help. I put it all in Abba YAHUAH’s hands but then we cycle back around to the worse abuse and I feel I have to do something on my own. I tried two online income opportunities in the last 2 years but I just do not have the time and energy with everything I’m trying to manage. I’m one adult with the most health issues of us all trying to do everything 4 adults should be doing and caring for 2 pets as well. I’m beyond exhausted, more than I’ve ever known every time I turn around. Adequate medical care, testing, and treatment plans and teams would go a long way toward a healthier, happier life, as would getting away from my husband. My nurse practitioner brought up that 75%-90% of my health issues are from my husband and daughter. I agree. He’s the main cause or contributor to her issues as well. We will heal leaps and bounds to have him away from us. Please let me know if you can assist and in what manner. Thank you very much, Miranda Johnson. [email protected] $bctripletmimi paypal.me/bctripletmimi