15 Brutal Times Women Knew Their Marriage Was Over, And It’s Gut-Wrenching
Disclaimer: This post includes mentions of domestic violence, miscarriages, and substance abuse.
Relationships can end for a variety of reasons. Sometimes it’s a huge fight you cannot get past, other times it’s small things that have built up over the years, or maybe there’s one moment of clarity that something is off. Threads user @diane.kellerms recently asked women to share the moment they knew they needed to leave their partners. Here are 15 of the most heartbreaking and honest answers:
1. “I was coming out of rehab, 30 days sober, and my husband had promised to clean everything out of the house. He didn’t. When I confronted him, he said he didn’t want to lose his party girl. I moved out that day. I’ve been sober for 39 years. Best choice I ever made.”
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2. “I was in the hospital, having just lost my unborn baby, and he said, ‘I don’t see why you’re so upset. This baby was just a…concept.’ The ‘concept’ was called Emma, and she would be 20 years old today. I left him soon after.”
3. “He threw me out of a second-story window. A store canopy saved my life. I was living in another country and had no real money or resources to go home. Two days later, I got a call from my mother that my grandma had died, and I needed to come home for the funeral. She paid for my ticket, and I left behind most of my possessions, including my jewelry. I was crying all the way there for my dead grandma, who probably saved my life. I was met at the airport by my mother, step-father, and ‘dead’ grandma.”
4. “I watched him staring at the woman who, at the time, I thought was a dear friend. I realized he was looking at her the way he used to look at me.”
5. “I realized my nightly stomach aches started about 20 minutes before he got home from work.”
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6. “I found myself pouring a glass of wine every night before he got home to make his moods more tolerable. It suddenly hit me one night that this is probably exactly how my mom became an alcoholic. I had to break the cycle this time.”
7. “He was yelling at our daughter, and I interjected to try to take the heat off of her. He then started yelling at me, and I just stood there. When he was done, I walked away. My daughter said, ‘Mom, you never stand up for yourself.’ Oh, baby girl, that’s not the lesson I want to teach you. So I left.”
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8. “I came home from work, and our baby was crammed into the infant swing that he had outgrown. He was screaming his little lungs out while the swing was at the highest speed. My ex was playing World of Warcraft, wearing headphones to drown out the baby.”
9. “He was a type 1 diabetic and an alcoholic. I had to save his life multiple times after his sugar levels would crash down after drinking all night. One night, during one of these episodes, I looked at him passed out on the couch with his sugar level at 35 and thought to myself, ‘If I just go back to bed, I won’t have to deal with this anymore.’ I immediately called 911 and moved out the next morning.”
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10. “While pregnant and engaged, I found him cheating again. His response was, ‘Are you gonna stay mad? Because I gotta work in the morning.’ I walked out at 3 a.m. It’s been 10 years as a single mom.”
11. “I knew I was done at my MBA graduation. He was always against my going after the degree. ‘You’re a wife and mom, you don’t need a master’s to cook and clean.’ He would pick a fight every time I left for class or tried to study. I graduated anyway. At the ceremony, he sat in an aisle seat. He stuck his foot out and tripped me as I walked to the stage. I face planted on some lady’s lap.”
12. “I was talking to him about boundaries and healthy relationships, and he screamed in my face, ‘You’re fucking married! You don’t get to have any boundaries!'”
13. “I knew I needed to leave when he arrived home one night and we crossed by each other in the corridor without saying a word and without even being mad at each other.”
14. “He was yelling at me in the kitchen when our son came out of his room. Normally, we’d stop fighting if our son was around and resume later. This time, he said, ‘he needs to know what a piece of shit his mother is.’ A switch went off, and I was numb inside. If I stayed, I was showing my child that this is how you treat your wife.”
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15. And lastly, “It was the subtle little tilt of the phone screen when I walked into the room. Unmistakable and inexcusable. I did not need to go through the phone; I knew everything I needed to know from that single little tilt.”
If you or someone you know is struggling with substance abuse, you can call SAMHSA’s National Helpline at 1-800-662-HELP (4357) and find more resources here.
If you or someone you know is in immediate danger as a result of domestic violence, call 911. For anonymous, confidential help, you can call the 24/7 National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-7233 (SAFE) or chat with an advocate via the website.
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